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Excel Zero
Suna-Chan's Brother/Mod of Randomness
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Joined: 22 Oct 2003 |
 Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 9:11 am Post subject: |
not much I can say or do to make this better as you already have a wonderful support group there in GA...but if you need to chat...you know where to find me friend
Sorry to hear this |
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"You know? When they talk about the good life, I bet this is what they mean. Private Jet, music contract, and COASTERS! - Melody
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Doot
Cute and Non-Abrasive Hyper Hypo
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Joined: 15 Sep 2002 |
| Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:11 am Post subject: |
Chris. You are a brother to me. A best friend. I love you to pieces and I know you always come out strong. I'm honored to know you and to stand at your side for all the slings and arrows life throws at you. You know where I stand on this and I will always be there for you in support.
I haven't really said anything until now because (as I told you before) I have the luxury of getting to talk with you in person on a very regular basis. Life is full of "what if's", it's just a matter of understanding and cherishing what you DO have WHEN you have it. To give up such a loving and caring relationship knowing it is a healthy, flourishing and respectable one is definitely a burden she will have to bear, therefore creating another "what if".
As has been said before, there are reasons these things happen and I am certain that love will find you again. |
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Doot vanishes fast.
"Is it wind that makes that sound?"
"No. It is your doom."
"Makai shotto!" (Yeah, I'm sexy ain't I!) |  |
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Dark Blade of Miniopia (Blades)
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Shino
Fade into this fantasy, caught in the web of time
Age: 49
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Joined: 15 Sep 2002 |
| Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 11:54 am Post subject: |
Thank you Rina.
I remember when we met all that time ago. What was it, 6 years? When I was dating Kathrine. After Kathrine and I stopped dating, I didn't really see you very much.
I never thought then how much you would mean to me Dooters. Yet another time when I can thank the job I had at the time! I remember when you, CK and Sci came into SwapUSA that one day. And we got to talking again. My life would never be the same. I was blessed that day.
I thank God that I have friends like you.
Shino  Doot |
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So many games... so little time
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Level 21 |
EXP: 11590
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GAAZ
MOD Black Sheep Commander
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Joined: 14 Oct 2002 |
| Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 12:28 pm Post subject: |
You don't need to thank God for the friends you have Shino..I'm pretty sure you're just a great guy and very loveable (awwwww) so if anything thank yer momma for raising you and instilling in you you personality and the values you've come to show us all.
And now......
Shino----->   <-----Az |
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I think it's gigawatt when one and gigawatt's when two.
But when there is 1.21 then it's jiggawatts.
Join me pirate crew! |
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Wins 76 - Losses 41
Level 13 |
EXP: 386
HP: 2685
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STR: 895
END: 895
ACC: 895
AGI: 1015
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Fillibuster the Third (Sword)
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Daijaga
Chosen of Luck
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Joined: 17 Dec 2003 |
| Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 1:47 pm Post subject: |
| AzVegeta wrote: | | <-----Az |
I know this is  , but this is twice now I can quote Az as a self acknowledged queen.
Back :ontopic: (that needs to be a smiley >_<), I heart Shino. PO hearts Shino. I'm entirly sure that at least one other person out there will learn to heart shino as much as we do. And he can heart her back and then they can get all freaky. |
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EXP: 6469
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Skylah
Hips Don't Lie
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Joined: 25 Mar 2003 |
| Posted: Fri Jul 30, 2004 12:24 am Post subject: |
| Shino wrote: | Sky, it doesn't sound silly at all. UP IMed me before she responded stating the same thing. It seems to be something I'm good at. I can make women laugh, I can make women cry. And both I do without meaning to. I was tearing up when writing it. And I was tearing up while reading some of the wonderful responses from the people I have come to care for so much. Sky, I know that you and I don't know each other very well, but while I was writing this, although I didn't know who would respond, for some reason, I knew you would. Mainly b/c what I do know about you is that you care about people, even if you don't know them.
There is really no way in my heart that I could NOT understand and respect her decision. If I was in the same position, I would probably have to do the same thing. We will remain friends b/c we have no reason not to be. Our relationship was built on the three biggest supports... Communication, Honesty, and Trust. If your relationship has that, you are going to have a good one. If it's missing one, there will be problems. Things like Jealousy and Deception had no place in our relationship or our friendship. That's how I know I can trust what she is doing.
Sky, thank you for your words. You are an awesome chick and hope you get all the wonderful things you deserve in life. |
I’ll talk to you cept you never online on MSN and I don’t have AIM.. I like to make friends and I’m happy to find all the wonderful friends from PO, who is very caring and supportive for each other. I have been in many r/ship, some are good, some are bad and some are like roller coaster so I understand how you feel and I agreed with you bout the communication, honesty/understanding and trust in a r/ship.. anyway these experiences make us wiser n stronger.. I realized sometimes we don’t always get what we want in life.. it’s the cycle of life, sometimes we’re up and sometimes we’re down but what ever it is, life’s goes on.. |
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Practice makes Perfect, BUT Nothing is Perfect.. So why Practice?? |
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Shino
Fade into this fantasy, caught in the web of time
Age: 49
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Joined: 15 Sep 2002 |
| Posted: Fri Jul 30, 2004 8:18 am Post subject: |
| AzVegeta wrote: | | You don't need to thank God for the friends you have Shino..I'm pretty sure you're just a great guy and very loveable (awwwww) so if anything thank yer momma for raising you and instilling in you you personality and the values you've come to show us all. |
Wow, when I woke up this morning, if I would have heard thta AzV was going to say something nice about me, I would have told that person they are full of shit. Maybe I am having a positive influnce on Mr GaaZ man!
 j/k man
Thanks!
| Daijaga wrote: | | I heart Shino. PO hearts Shino. I'm entirly sure that at least one other person out there will learn to heart shino as much as we do. And he can heart her back and then they can get all freaky. |
 I everyone! well almost.
| Skylah wrote: | | I?ll talk to you cept you never online on MSN and I don?t have AIM.. I like to make friends and I?m happy to find all the wonderful friends from PO, who is very caring and supportive for each other. I have been in many r/ship, some are good, some are bad and some are like roller coaster so I understand how you feel and I agreed with you bout the communication, honesty/understanding and trust in a r/ship.. anyway these experiences make us wiser n stronger.. I realized sometimes we don?t always get what we want in life.. it?s the cycle of life, sometimes we?re up and sometimes we?re down but what ever it is, life?s goes on.. |
Yeah I don't get on late at night, but usually if I'm on one, I'm on all 3.
darthshino@hotmail.com
I keep my laptop connected the majority of the time. I may not be activly using it, but I'm usually sitting right next to it. So I hear it if it goes off. Also, you are very correct. The experiences we have help us to grow.make us more aware of the world around us and how it works.
Well I saw Skibirdi last night. It went well at first. But we got to talking and it came to the point were she was thinking that she made a mistake. But she knew she had to stick with her decision. I told her that right now, I wouldn't go back to her anyway. It wouldn't be right. We went for a walk and talked some more. Then we ended up back at her car and talked some more. It was very hard for me. She started to cry. As did I. I wanted nothing more to hug and comfort her, but I knew that wouldn't help.
This is so hard. I love her so much but I know I can't be with her right now, for both of our sakes. We just have to go about our lives. Eventually, things will work out the way they should.
I hope. |
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So many games... so little time
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Reverend
I kin
Age: 41
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Joined: 21 Oct 2002 |
| Posted: Fri Jul 30, 2004 9:55 am Post subject: |
It's our hope that makes us human beings Shino. I consider hope to the just about the single most powerful force to exist on this planet, and as long as you can wake up in the morning and have hope for what the day will bring you, then you're human.
Good luck to you, and keep on hoping! |
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Pot, Burden of Dilligence, One of the Pans of the aPOcalypse
PONY's Preacher Man
Token Social Scientist
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Ruler, the Fist of Mod (Mace)
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Ultrawolf
Mr. Roarke
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Joined: 04 Jul 2003 |
| Posted: Fri Jul 30, 2004 1:18 pm Post subject: |
Wow. That must have been really hard Shino. But if you love/loved her couldn't it work out long distance until she was done with her studies? It seems like she still wants to be with you. And if you two really love each other I'm optimistic (for once in my life) that you two could find a way to work it out. |
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Legacy (Shotgun)
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Shino
Fade into this fantasy, caught in the web of time
Age: 49
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Joined: 15 Sep 2002 |
| Posted: Fri Jul 30, 2004 1:35 pm Post subject: |
I agree with you Wolf, but this was her decision.
She has already stated that she thinks she is doing the right thing, but it's just hurting her very badly.
Tonight, we were supposed to see Evanescence tonight. I bought her tickets for her birthday last month.
Well she is going with one of her college friends. B/c she can't be around me this early without getting emotional. And I have to respect that. Although she said that she wanted to go with me, she said that she feels that she will get emotional no matter what happens.
this was a decision that she made, and if her and I were to get together again right now, after only a week, then it would just happen all over again. Right now everything that she says is based on the fact that she misses me so much. She needs time to recover from this so she can persue what she thinks she needs to. She hasn't given herself enough time to know whether she has done the right thing or not
I hope all that makes sense. |
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