PLEASE READ a moment... - ...just a moment

[Sciler]

I think i have it all on a disk, but i cant remember if your bday surprise is on it as well. Ill lok and see and jsut record you a copy of the whole thing if you like?

[Doot]

That'd be great!

[Shino]

Sci... thanx for posting those. (whipes tear from face due to pic of Doot and MakSak hugging)

Please post some more when you have time.

Doot I wish I would have gotten the chance to meet your mother so I could thank her for bringing 2 wonderful girls into this world.

[Katana]

I think Mak remembers my grandmother reading me this quote:


"When you lose someone you love, You gain an angel you know."

[RivaOni]

sorry i didnt notice this sooner, ive been rushing around whenever ive been on the net.

im sorry to bring it all up again, i know it must hurt, my fiance lost her grandmother at 1 am on new years day. i attended the funeral for her sake (even tho i messed it up by having a major nose bleed, i was suffering from high blood pressure at the time) and even had to put up with her uncle threatening to "sort me out" if i hurt her. i dont know how i did it, but i seem to have got her through it, sometimes all you need when your down after losing someone special is (it seems) a hug form someone you know loves you, especially if they arent family.

i cant really speak from any other experience than that, my grandad died when i was a baby and ive never met any of my grnadma's, the only thing ive experienced dying is pets and that hurt enough.

just to let you know, if your feeling down about this in the future, (its not something that will go away easily im sure you know) then contact a friend, maybe even one of your mothers friends, and just talk to them, talk about the good times u had with her and such.

again sorry for being so late with this

all the best

Duane/RivaOni

[RivaOni]

i dont know if you'd read into this what it meant when i wrote it, i thought i was in love with someone, and i lost her, she was taken afr away from me.

it dont have the same message it had before, but hopefulyl it can mean something to you:

its called Teared Away

Just as I thought things were smoothing out
They were starting to rise
Starting to reach above the sky
Reach to the moon
And to the stars
I finally thought things were going my way
Starting to take the route I'd wanted them to
I though good things were beginning to happen
And my world would be fine again

I thought it was time
To shoot upto the stars to drink wine
To serenade by the moon
And meld our souls together

I looked into your eyes
And thought I saw love staring straight back at me
Was it all a big lie
To bring a tear to my eye
And stop my heart from beating?

Do you realise how much you mean to me?
How my world revolves around you
Now I've got nothing to spin around
Like a disco ball at a abandoned disco hall

I thought it was time
To shoot upto the stars to drink wine
To serenade by the moon
And meld our souls together

You've destroyed my world
Destroyed everything I lived for
I wanted to believe you still cared
But I know the truth is you don't wanna know
You don't hear my screams of loneliness no more
My heart crying out for love
I wear my heart on my sleeve
And my sleeve gets teared off

if you dont really understand it, let me know and ill tell u

[DarkStalker]

thers is not much I can say to that except that it's hard to lose a loved one I know I have lost many.

[kei]

[Doot]

Thank you so much Kei. It's now closing in on two years since she's been gone and not a day goes by that I don't think about her. I'm certain it's the same for Sakura too. She left behind a legacy of children who strive to be the best they can and spread love and kindness as much as possible and I hope to live up to that continuously.

She is another driving force for me to work on Pocket Otaku so much since it was the last thing she knew of me working on and loved the idea and told me to never give up my dreams for the idea.

Again, thank you Kei.

[kei]

jebun yasi ^ ^ daijoubu, anytime.
your welcome no problem