A notice, regarding my life.

Silver Adept · Otaku Lord Age: 42 Gender: Joined: 20 May 2003

TO: Whom it will eventually concern.

This notice is to inform you that the owner of this post, Mr. -----, as of early yesterday morning, has had his membership in "humanity" suspended until such times as he can prove himself able to function as a productive member of this group. Edited details of the reports and accounts of his actions leading to his suspension are available on request.

That is all.

starlitdancer · Otaku of the Stars in the Sky Gender: Joined: 03 Nov 2003

Does this mean you're leaving for a while? If you are, take care...and come back when you can.

Shino · Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2004 9:51 am Post subject:

ummm... I"m confused

Excel Zero · Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2004 10:06 am Post subject:

So am I....any details sir??

Silver Adept · Otaku Lord Age: 42 Gender: Joined: 20 May 2003

No, I'll still be around. And probably as active as usual.

This was just to let you guys know that at the moment, I'm feeling (and probably deserve to be) sub-human because of the wonderful stuff that happened yesterday.

Excel's heard a little more of it, as it pertains to the disaster that I've been creating for a while now.

What I can say of it is that I did something that I thought was for good reasons, to have them shredded before my eyes with sound arguments. The screw-up is major, and it's probably caused enough hurt to those affected that, well, I'm suspended, probably indefinitely, until I can believe in myself again and prove it to myself that I'm worth even being called human, much less the ideal I want.

I really blew it this time. The best I can do, aside from falling on my sword, is put on my black armor and go fight hopeless battles.

underpants · awesome sauce! Age: 41 Gender: Joined: 07 Jul 2004

I hope whatever it is gets better, and that you feel better as a human, because no matter what you deserve to be called on!!!
We're here for you!!!
love ya Very Happy

Shino · Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2004 1:43 pm Post subject:

Silver, there is never a reason to think you are "subhuman."

All humans make mistakes. That's what makes us human.

What you have to be sure of is that you learn from your mistakes. That's how we grow.

Don't be to hard on yourself for something that is in the past. All you can do is live in the present.

"You can live your life doing nothing but expecting but remember that the future is created in the present."
-- Shootyz Groove

Terin · Huzzah! Gender: Joined: 27 Oct 2003

Shino-sama is wise. SA, look at everything that happens around the world. You want to see sub-human, go watch Ichi the Killer. Look at the news. There's worse out there than you. I understand how bad it feels when you realize that you've gone against your own morals, we all do that at one time or another. It doesn't make us any less human. If the majot thing you did was something like grafting a cable hookup into the back of your neck, then yeah, I'd say your less human. I don't think that's the case though, cuz if it was you'd be bragging in Jibber Jabber about how many channels you can get. Anyway, keep your head up, things will get better. Smile

*hugs*
-T

Tobias · *explodes* Age: 38 Gender: Joined: 17 Jan 2003

i think everyone has said it. No one's sub-human. Nuff said.

When the going gets tough, you just have to suck it up and pick your head up high, and swallow your pride and procede into that endless spiral which we call life. Mistakes happen. They are there for you to learn from. If there were no mistakes, then people wouldnt take risks, and if there are no risks in life, then life is most likely not worth living out in the first place.

What is done is done. Whatever happened, its in the past. All you can do is just continue with the future

As said in Trigun: I'm happy that my ticket to the future is a blank one!

I hope that helps in some way Smile

Shino · Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2004 3:50 pm Post subject:

WE LOVE YOU SILVER!!!! Laughing