Bad Moods...

[Tobias]

Ok, so this is a rarity for me...I'm in a bad mood. It doesn't happen often, and when it does, most people know that its time to give Mike some air, and let him be, since it's something that doesn't happen, and when it does, who knows what I might say. If you wanna see me at my most Tobsish, it would be now, when I'm in a bad mood, since right about now, not only do i not give a rats ass about most things, but in general, i dont like feeling for the time being.

Now here's the thing: When I get into a bad mood, its usually unprovoked...meaning that it just happens. Lets take today's reasoning for instance. I get home, I'm tired...i kind of slipped into a bad mood between leaving work and walking into the door at home. Now, this is not to be mistaken for when i get mad (which is an even greater rarity to all), which is provoked by something. So for the most part, I'm in a bad mood because i feel like its time for a bad mood...to let out some of that steam in me that never sees the light of day.

What i highly dislike about this situation: Anyone who pokes at my bad mood.

When i get into these moods, i don't care to be questioned about it, or to have it publically known (even if it is in the home amongst my family) When it happens, i just wanna be by myself letting it pass, and not to hear crap-crackers like "looks like someone is in a bad mood," or "uh oh...he's in another bad mood for no reason" You know what? I don't need to hear it. What pisses me off most is that it gets to me...i shouldn't let it, but it does, and especially by jerks that do instigate it...its not worth my time. When you say something like "so why are you in a bad mood today?" I must say that you should shove it, and not laugh at it, because nine times out of ten, the person asking that is in a bad mood at any given point of the day, and I'm doing my best to not get onto the wrong part of that person, nor provoke anything out of them. So i don't need the crap from anyone. Also, i don't care for when people laugh at my state, or finding it funny how I'm acting...I'm not in a "hee hee giggly mood" and if i was, i would be giggling along with you, but if im not, and you are, then you can shove the laughter.

Unfortunately, this is all i need to get provoked from a bad mood to being mad. And let me tell you, me + mad = not my favorite state of being.

So ya...just wanted to toss that out...it helps a little, since this is the only real way i can get what i wanna say out on the table without stuttering or saying something dumb...but hey, it works for me. Hopefully, a certain sibling will read this and maybe understand a bit more of my plight, and of how they need to understand these things, especially when i don't take it as lightly as they may think.

Thanks for listening folks.

~Mike (Tobias)

[Rizzen]

[Kothar_Isk]

[Silver Adept]

My apologies for being one of those people who asks why things are bad - but really, I'm trying to do it to see if there's anything I can do to make it better. Really, that's what most of us who inquire should be thinking about. Whether or not we can achieve it is another matter.

[Tobias]

hehe...glad i touched some souls out there.

And silver, your not one of those people...its when someone pokes and prods for the sake of being nosey and annoying. I know that you're not that sort.

anywho, i am better...like i said, i dont stay in these things long, and after about a half hour to an hour, i was already back to my usual self.

Thanks for listening peoples...makes me feel good.

~Tobs

[Ming]

So....why WERE you in a bad mood?

[Tobias]

*pulls out the baseball bat*

DONT MAKE ME COME AFTER YA!!!!! *explodes into a torrent of bunnies*

[Blackmage]

*downloads the bunnies with Bunny-Torrent*