The Aftermath of a Dream

[Akanari]

*Face lights up* I think I love this place. I haven't heard something like that in longer than I can remember. Thank you Therin. And everyone.

[Sakura]

Seriously Josh, I don't need to type a paragraph to tell you we love you, and we are here for you.

Just give me a call, I gave you my number.

<3

[Excel Zero]

well time to start the blush-mobile

I hope one day you shall realize that I can't be shaken. I admit there is dark to your past...but I hope I am some light in your future

Good day my friend

[Zane]

Therin man, I understand how you feel about this place. The only reason I'm here is because of the people that make it work. We all care about each other and would be willing to help no matter what. If you ever need someone to just unload on, IM or PM me.

[Tobias]

Hey, there isnt much for me to say here...cept to keep this up man. This is what we live for...or at least what i live for. The heart that you've discovered is what everyone attempts to look for in life...when you finally completely understand everything.

I remember talking to you one time, how you mentioned that no one will ever get you out of your depression; how you'll stay down at the bottom, despite other's hopes. What i have to say is that you've done something that i've never done...yea, me being one of the most postive people in the world.

Thats to go there and back again, and find that its not always the end that justifies the means, but every part of the journey, whether it be the beginning, the trek, or the finale...where you walk off into the sunset

Your a good friend of mine, even though ive only met ya once man. I feel like ive known you for an eternity, since you remind me of one of my best friends. Im just glad that your finally you.

That is all

[admit]

Hey bud. You know words can't express how happy I was to have you, and others from PO welcome me so warmly.

always be optimistic. :3 <33333

[Sperrit]

Optimistic? I'm sure you must be thinking of someone else.
Maybe I'm catching Shan's habit of bad-joke-timing.

Anyway, buddy, let me say that you're right: You've grown a lot in the time that I've known you. We didn't talk much at the beginning of all of this (back in the first PO incarnation when I was posting 50 times a day) but somewhere along the line we started chatting and I'm glad that we did. In some ways I view you as my alter-ego. All too often have we shared the same thoughts about things, but you've always seemed to have more the guts to say the nastier stuff, and that always made me laugh. You were always my dose of reality and my reminder to be skeptical. You were my sounding board for ideas and I yours. You were my reminder that no matter how tough things get it's never bad enough to give up. You've become a better man and I cosider you a friend now, especially after AWA, which was a huge eye-opener for me as well. And, just as before, your sentiments mirror my own. PO is a place built on heart and it's always been there for me, it's people have always been there for me. I can only hope that we will all be with PO for many a year and many a great thing to come.

Join the Fun Everyone

[Ming]

Hey man. I know that I haven't been frequenting the boards much lately, due to my own things going on, but I want you to know that I'm always here for you. Even though we've only met once, like Tobs said, I consider you a great friend. Hell, you were probably the person that I looked the most forward to meeting at AWA, just because of the conversations that we've had and stuff. Sometimes, I don't think you give yourself enough credit. You're AWESOME, and I'm sorry that you had to have that awful dream. But then again, sometimes the answers to the questions we've been asking are right there under our nose, inside us somewhere. What it necessarily means I don't know, but if you look hard enough, I'm sure you'll find what you're looking for.

[Satine]

Therin-pet, you are wonderful. As soon as you move to Atlanta I am going to throw you a party or something. Because you're so amazingly awesome and I love you.
I know I haven't been on PO that long, but everyone's been so nice and wonderful. You make me smile every time I talk to you, dear. And I don't know you all that well (which will change!), but from what I see we are much alike. I too thought I'd be sunk in my black hole of depression forever. I think we should have a long talk sometime.
You're awesome. I love you. *big hug and cuddle*

I've had odd dreams with my friends commiting suicide too. One where my friends, including the guy who's been like a big brother to me, threw themselves down an ancient well. While I was standing there watching and begging them not to.
Dreams are our subconscious speaking. And they don't always make sense, but they tell us something we want or fear.

And if you ever want to talk about anything at all, know that I'm here. *mwah*

[Azurel]

I was at your house when I read this, and I petted your head for it, so the only thing left to say is: You know I can't leave you, stuipid child-support laws, so I'll always be here.